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那年的他

2011-06-28T06:18:00.000-08:00

事隔两年多　好久不见

那天　我们再次牵起了手　奔向最高峰

那感觉虽然有点陌生　那温度却有点熟悉

那一瞬间让我不知所措

彼此都抱着互相帮忙的心态　不是吗

你比那年来得好看　不再那么的瘦

想起那年不成熟的自己　真是!@#$%^&的

有缘再见 :)

Hand itchy

2009-10-29T02:33:00.002-08:00

Regarding the previous post the owner of this blog wrote, i have a few words to add.

i'm not sure it's because of time difference or what, this fella here doesnt even come online as often as she used to o.O so i really have a big ? here whether people are saying that she's ignoring due to not replying, not NOT COMING ONLINE AT ALL. yay. i made my point.

haha.. and to rub salt in,

xxx: what are you doing?
yc: doing nothing/viewing blog/fb-ing. u leh?
xxx: very boring oo.
yc: owh....

o.O this happens alot even usually, so i think there's nothing to complain abuot this kind of convo HAHA

so ar...

miss yc, since u dont come online to talk with me, i boom u back. but very different way from other people. Yay. Privileges of being author. Blog hopping is pretty fun sometimes.

SPM start d ornot. why takde emo post about spm coming de. 你显不显啊你。hehe

spm come.. dun study.. make emo post more fun. haha

ok la. to the rest of the people taking spm, i'm pretty sure it's useless to say good luck on my blog, so i do it here haha.

Happy burfday to all of u =)

ooops. wrong.

Good luck.

( although u really shouldnt be depending on luck now.. but i dunno what else to wish haha )

alright. i was just bored. gotta go to class now.

babai

truely idealess?

2009-10-06T08:28:00.002-08:00

[咔住了]
天啊！~
最近越来越多人说我对他们不理不睬了。
可能是麻木了？还是我不得空？

对于我这种被动的人来讲，
要找话题真是太难了。
比起高数还难？酱就没有。
应该是和物理同等吧。呵呵

有时一些情况真的让我顶不顺：
xxx: how r u?
yc: fine here =D , how bout u?
xxx: fine tooo.
( conversation ended)

或

xxx: what are you doing?
yc: doing nothing/viewing blog/fb-ing. u leh?
xxx: very boring oo.
yc: owh.... (我不知道要答什么了啦）

-------------------------------
久久一次，我不介意。
每天酱来问?天哪，你不显我都显。
保持连络也不是用这种方法吧？
好啦，我承认我不会沟通。尤其是那些久没联络的。

另一种情况是，那人说到很syok sendiri/想不到东西回复的。
我又不知怎么回答，就一句“哈哈”。
惨了，又被人说我忽略了他们。
熟的人我会BOOM他们，毕竟他们知道我是怎样的人。
不熟的，我真的不敢BOOM，等下他们说我个性坏。
（因为我BOOOM 人的技术不好啦）
没错我就是不懂得找话题拉。
你冷我也冷，好难相处啊~

好啦，今天心血来潮
手痒，写blog.
不是叫你们以后不要跟我打招呼啦。
我只是怕冷场的画面。
不要说我对你们冷淡啦~
我不是故意的哦。

迷失。寻找

2009-09-19T00:07:00.003-08:00

相隔数年，我再次迷失了自己。
我的低落，自卑感，一一浮现脑海里。
恨不得快点结束了中学生涯，
往新的环境重新建立自信心。
追根，什么事让我变成这样？

或许以前忙碌的生活，填满了我胡思的空间。
突然，失去了这一切，有点不惯。
我很害怕，真的。

我需要……

寻找一个
真正了解我，能开解我，
顾及我的感受，
能让我开口告诉他们一切，
在我需要时，伸出双手。
的他/她。

我是好人也是个坏人。

最重要，能改变我想法的兄弟/姐妹！

我知道，
这个可能性似乎太小了~
但我依然坚信这样的他/她会出现。

___________________

*random*
太多太多的问号~
以平常心对待，
不奢望什么……
只望你们不抛弃我，
已经满足了。=D

终要面对的是>>
轨，歪了。

numb . half dead.

2009-09-13T22:55:00.004-08:00

Addmath may take away my life one day.
=.="
maybe i'm feeling numb for it.
maybe i expected so.
maybe i tried my best.

i'm still smiling all the way.
am i feeeling alright? hope so.

no tears no gain, my friend!
rubb away your tears and fight again for tomorrow.
:)

3 more days for TRIAL exam.
tomorrow will be the tough-est day i guess.
physic3, chemitry3, sejarah2.

there's too much words to tell.
everything will just keep in my heart.
hope u'll know what m i thinking.
thats it! =D

选择

2009-09-05T01:00:00.001-08:00

我有我選擇，
衣著鞋襪首飾精品嚐好習慣朋友愛人生活方式處事態度人生哲理…
我有我有我有我選擇。

選擇了，就要挺起胸膛面對自己的選擇。
只要不影響到別人，
只要做好自己，

我，
還是我自己。

i LOVE my schoool!

2009-09-01T04:42:00.003-08:00

this will be a short post i guess.
yarr! i LOVE my school.

" TRIAL WILL BE ON THIS FRI! "
although we shouldnt prepare it last minute.
but......2 more days for us is lik.....=X

needa go study for now.
and my blog will be closed some day before exam. =D

BYE
my dear-s

苦。

2009-08-29T05:24:00.003-08:00

发烧。啃药。痛苦

p/s: i passed undang test :)

another midnight.

2009-08-23T09:29:00.003-08:00

another midnight.
when i'm alone,
when everyone asleep.
everything seems like spring up in my mind.
i knew that,
i still think about you.

每一段情，（亲情、友情、爱情）
都充满着不同的过去，
不同的回忆。
生活中的每一刻都是值得留念的，
时常告诉自己，
决不能对自己的曾经而后悔，
不然失去的会显得更多。
相信很多是是非非都是注定的。

很多事，让我留下了遗憾，
可能日补夜补也补不回了。
过去就让它过去，来不及。
自己骗自己会更好过。

你知道吗，我还在乎你。

保持微笑 :)

2009-08-18T22:32:00.002-08:00

过了三天，还剩一天。
虽然只是小考，但憔悴了不少。
还剩几个月……
再难受也得保持着微笑，让自己更好过。

煩惱並不是壞事
難為情也不是壞事
傷心也不是壞事
小氣也不是壞事
這些都只是自然不過的事
煩惱不煩惱，只在一念之間
痛苦的時候，你明白快樂
失去的時候，你明白珍惜
風吹的時候，你明白溫暖
煩惱的時候，你明白幸福
煩惱的時候，做自己喜歡的事吧
好好的大哭一場
吃好吃的食物
聽喜歡的音樂
看一場電影
想想自己擁有的東西
然後你會發現，煩惱的時候
就是製造美麗的時候
煩惱，就代表一個改變的機會
為原本習慣了的局面，開了一個缺口
讓你看得見，另一片天空的美麗
原來你只要轉身去看
美麗就在煩惱的背後

但願我可以沒成長　完全憑直覺覓對象

模糊地迷戀你一場　就當風雨下潮漲

♥ blank.

2009-08-15T09:52:00.003-08:00

♥ 0158am
my heart is totally blank now.

♥ missing someone,
but no idea who's that.
does it sounds weird?

whatt?

2009-08-13T07:08:00.002-08:00

whatttt??
stop dreaming pleasee...!!

yea..exam start tomorrow~
and for the next whole weeeeeeeek.
i admit that, i din do any preparation.
i duno what's going on.
but just let it be.
may god bless me,
AMITHABHA.
=.="

H1N1 getting serious weihh!
drink more water to enhance your antibody.
my class has a new record!
attendence for today 6/27 !!
yup, we enjoyed in classs~
easier to concentrate ^^

kay lar. needa sleep for now.
good night, BYE

onlining in school

2009-08-10T18:32:00.002-08:00

i study in SMKBSD1 for 5 years dy.
this is the last year and i'm going to leave this school.
if not wrong, this is the 1st time i used school's computer.
wad a sad case. hahaha. poor than those form 1.
but, it's SLOW!!!
14 from my class absent due to the H1N1...
so that's the reason i'm in computer lab. :)

BYE

H1N1 attack in

2009-08-10T04:54:00.002-08:00

H1N1 is getting serious from time to time.
yea, this is Malaysia.
when there's ppl died, goverment will only take it SERIOUS!

my school got a suspicious case of H1N1.
and heard that had confirmed!~
i think it's now normal to hear that school attacked by this virus.

2.10pm today,
Annoucement:"Perhatian, Semua murid sila berkumpul di tapak perhimpunan sekarang."
everyone rushing down with "huh? why?"
i'm type of KPC, so i knew it earlier when i'm in bilik guru. xD.
alot students get sick since last week.
5 students absent from my class.
quite worry about my health.
i'm now coughing..bt nt badly. =X
phewww.

during tuition just now,
i never realise that my phone actually vibrate for so many times.
LONG sms from friendssss!
telling us that dont go to school tomorrow.
duno who's the one who start to pass this around.
wonder...wanna find it out. hehe.

TIPS TO PREVENT H1N1 VIRUS
• Wash hands thoroughly with an anti-bacterial soap

• When felling sick, stay home instead of going to work or school

• Avoid close contact with those who are ill

• Avoiding touching the eyes, nose or mouth

• Cover mouth and nose when coughing or sneezing

Yunchen are here to advice all my beloved friends:

H1N1 is getting serious,
u cant 100% avoid it,
but you can enhance your antibody.
please take care of your health.

Memory =)

2009-08-07T21:32:00.004-08:00

2 weeks past~
shin gotto continue his journey to Kelantan.
and may come back during holiday for few days.
ya, he brought us lots of joy and fun.
untill forget that exam is really NEAR!
that day went to Desaparkcity with him.
shin, zichong, tseyau, mayf, vivi & me.
the kite cant fly cause got no wind :(
the playground is FUN. lol.

i'll miss you,
knowing that you gonna leave.

美しい日：）-中华文化比赛

2009-08-01T06:44:00.009-08:00

好久没过着充实的生活了。
我充实的定义，没时间胡思乱想~哈哈

日本交换生来了几天，
交流时间不多，（因为很多人围着，哈）
他单纯可爱，女朋友是模特俄哦~
不是很了解他, 有代沟~ xD
星期四最后一天的课外活动，一班人去吃secret recipe.
服务九流！我们还瞒疯狂的，说了很多有的没的。
好像一家人酱~ :)
otosan, ojisan..............
boss-a-wif-e =.="

o-gen-ki-de-su-ka? (how are you?)
hmmm. LOL.

今天8月1日，参加“中华文化知识竞赛”……
早上8.30 就去伟阳家（otosan)
去做么呢？做cupcake ^^
我还是第一次跟他们一起baking.
学了一些新东西，好久没动洪炉了~

然后，就一起走路上山到学校去啦~
好久没在星期六穿校服了！
嗯……去到，已经很多人了
好多人都在拼命地读那三本书
地理，文化，历史。
我校共有40人去哦，一辆巴士……
出发到 BU4……

12.15分酱抵达，2点考……
相隔很长的一段时间~！等待开幕典礼……
期待摆着已久的二十四节令鼓表演。
遇到了很多好久不见的脸孔！想念你们了……
心梃，诗晶，素婷，巧凡，玉婷，伶俐，靖荟学妹，夏诗学妹, 伟浚学弟
等BSD2 的~~~~~~~~~~~~~

比赛开始，
没读真是不会的~呵呵
中国这类，我没兴趣……
一小时100题，就这样完了，
一人送一本字典，一张文凭 :)

that day gotong-royong,
alot of HUMAN injured.
blood spreaded everywhere =X
next time, if really cant do it,
please dont do it!!

japanese exchange student / MRCS

2009-07-29T01:06:00.004-08:00

i knew zichong gonna bring a japanese to school.
but, duno when..
today..when i'm in 5C.
adrian told me.."i saw a ppl following zit, mayb is the japanese"
LOL. rupa-rupanya yes.

errhmm. know wad..
my whole school pupils lik never see japanese before.
what i know, their class keep got ppl in in out out.
and surrounding the japanese guy. LOL.
alien? monkey? =.=" hahaha.
so ya...thanks zit for bringing him here...
havent take photo yet..bt soon.
his english not that good but can understand lar.
how zit gonna link up with him this 2 weeks?
i'm gonna borrow you the buku bahasa jepun. ahha.

---------------------------------------------------------
today, we have the closing ceremony for PBSM.
it's VERY obvious with the "keadilan"
but..atleast now i'm feeling good.
a story bout a "good" girl infront of her mom. hmm.
dont "sit with num~" 对号入座
the end of pbsm. write in another post :)

stupid GABRIEL!

:)

everything goes well.
feeling good now.
my six sense accurate :)

nonsense: feeling bad

2009-07-26T23:39:00.004-08:00

how i hope,
time can be reversed.
so that, i can tell teacher that
.....
" ppl can do alot work, but no potential to be a leader "
" ppl can be a president, bt cant become a secretary"
this is what i mean!

2 more days..
will it become a fact?!
I DONT WANT.

felt guilty and regret!
i dont want end my high school with these!
xxx, i'm still firmly believe u can become a great one.
may god bless you

<3

lifeless~!

2009-07-25T07:24:00.003-08:00

why m i living in this unfavorable situation?
why my smiley face stil with me when i'm angry?
why they just cant accept the FACT?
why should i care bout those small stuff?
why you keep anoyed me??!!

BE FAIR TO EVERYONE!
please accept the FACT my "darl"

lifeless. RCSBSD1

我的世界变得奇妙更难以言语
还以为是从天而降的梦境
直到确定收的温度来自你心里
那一刻我终于勇敢说爱你

什么时候我才能找到一个属于我的他？

Lifeless.

Dreams can become reality?

2009-07-20T23:38:00.005-08:00

PILOT!!
"hey,i wan to become pilot"
"yunchen, are you tall enough to press the upper button?"

Today, quite a number of friends ponteng school.
I dont think teachers taught today?
PJK-do your own work
addmath+math+BM - watch movie"The Beautiful Brain"
it's a movie bout math? quite nice thou.

After finish movie at 1pm,
we straight go to the closed-hall for a talk.
we're late for half hours..
when i walked in, my fellow friends tell me
" u missed alot" aww..

It's a talk from
Proflite Australia Flight Training Centre
about Gateway to Career in Airline Pilot Training.
know what, My dream is becoming a pilot.
I've this ambition since few years ago.
But, when i tell my friends
"hey,i wan to become pilot"
"yunchen, are you tall enough to press the upper button?"
wooots, hurt-nya.
HAHA..i stop thinking bout to become pilot after that.

Until today..this talk is lik JUST suit for me.
Girls can become a Pilot tooo!

Entry Requirements:
1) minimum age of 17 years old
2) SPM 5 credits
3) International English Laguage Exam
4) medical examination
5)Passport

okay okayy...
"stop dreaming yc!"
hmm. it's still a UNKNOWN..
i know it's quite high risk. @@

Every dream starts with a vision
Dreams can become reality :)

我的未来不是梦！

宝贝喵

2009-07-18T05:18:00.002-08:00

just too free to edit.

[喵喵嘉雯]
想你了：）

回来了？

2009-07-12T23:56:00.003-08:00

一个星期多没更新了~
也不知我在干嘛。

说忙，肯定不是忙读书……
说懒，午觉少睡了（在学校也没睡哦）

大电脑送进医院了。
powerpoint presentation 过了。
头发剪了（没分别）。
还剩百多天了。
还久没见朋友们了。
好久没去逛街看电影了。
哎哟，总之啊……得熬过这百多天。
SPM 快走啦！！

哎~最近啊，
善忘症几严重下。
人家的生日全部忘得一干二净……
骂我臭头。 T.T
真的很对不起啦。

亲爱的……
Sorrryyy!!
felt ashamed :(

Happy Birthday!
生日快乐!

although we dont chat always.
but yea. you always cheer me up.
next year bila saya dah boleh memandu.
i fetch you out luurr..
good luck in PMR!
dearly bro...!!
DLMW. ♥

有没有一双手，
能在我崩溃时，扶持着我？
有没有一双手，
让我芊芊牵牵手一直走到最后？
有没有肩膀，
在我无助时，给我依靠？
有没有肩膀，
能在我压力时，让我哭泣？

weekends random ^^

2009-07-06T06:42:00.003-08:00

Friday was parent's day.
nothing much. just lik dat. xD

Saturday,
i sat for my first aid test.
the objective & subjective was HARD!
oral...still okay okay.
pratical not bad also. :)
i think..will fail? hope wont. =X

Sunday evening,
went to desaparkcity with sis, cousin & their friends.
kher ye & yeesin.
yee sin brought her doggie there!
cute daii sii!! love iitt. hehe.
i love the park there. ( next time upload photo)
really comfortable..lots ppl playing kite.
i think i will go there often. hahaha!

my sis & gurl gurl

ky & sis & yeesin

a short one stop here :)
boh timeee errh.

everyone is like doing addmath homework.
is lik SPM only got addmath. =.=

my class :)

2009-07-03T00:00:00.007-08:00

more to upload.
:)

to you..

2009-07-01T07:22:00.002-08:00

my heart break into pieces.

i had think twice before sending you that message.
and what u replied, make me dissapointed.
maybe i really too high hope on you.

"bigger hope, bigger dissapointment"

i'm thinking u'll reply like something positive..
how i know......haiizz.

i actually understand
the fellow blocked you from doing your duties.
i hope that u can try to make a good showing.
or...i type wrong things, and made you think negatively?
although u had give up on this,
but, i'll still giving you chance..just depends on you.

thanks for helping me at the beginning of the year.
that time, i really cant take it. i got no experience!
thanks for giving me ideas, as i'm idealess. =.=
you really helped me alot :)

whether you can lead a not.
i appreciate your from the begining till now.
dont make me disspointed again.
please!

[NS。PLKN] i'm the lucky one. =.="

2009-07-01T01:09:00.008-08:00

31 June 2009, List of Calon PLKN came out.
I knew it after i came back from tuition.

Merv tell me,
''Faster go check! type in SEMAK [space] IC no.''
before that, they keep playin with the last year list.
so, i dont really trust him. haha.
i waited for quite long time for the message to reply.
but, it seems like....not working one.
after that, saw others personal message
''please check NS at www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/interaktif.asp''
it's faster than send message.

That time, i'm quite worried actually.
i dont know i hope to kena a not. hahaha!
finally come out with
''Tahniah dan Selamat Maju Jaya''
is okay lar actually, i think it will be a fun one.
and i phoned jiayie, checked hers...
felt lik excited to know others result. hehe.

宝贝喵喵just send me her IC num for the 30hours famine.
so i checked for her, i tell her..''congratez also''
duno how she feel lea? haa.
quite numbers of my friends kena actually :)

my class got 27 people and 8 kena.
mayfuai, jongyann, chunseng, jasmine,
yungsheng, zhuoyi, hooiyee & me.
today, almost everyone talking about this.
EXCITED. hmm.
and they checked for those who havent check.
some of them really badmood for the whole day.
they're like very upset lae..
but actually, we're the lucky one! ^^

Pn wong told us bout PLKN,
chunyin now feel lik going! hahaha.
GO APPLY LAE!

STILL GOT WHO KENA LEA?

normally my phone very quite d,
yesterday, is like scary..
cant finish reply..
everything about PLKN. =X

我们是幸运的，
不要再为选中而烦恼：）

迷失

2009-06-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

今天的我，

迷失了方向。

i hope,
it wont last long.
(:

Taylor's Accounting Quiz

2009-06-26T22:10:00.007-08:00

I think the whole Malaysia's school
replace Hari Raya's holiday today - Saturday.

I did went to school,
but went out for accounting Quiz at Taylor College.
Quite excited when few of us knew that
we're representing school for the final round.
We study account in Malay, but this competition is in English.
We actually read some account book in English.

Morning, Pn wong fetch us there.
we're like keep joking during our journey.
The taylor's cafe, quite high class. haa.
After register and some briefing, we went to the exam hall.

Those participants all looks PRO! =X.
the aircon in Multipurpose hall, damn cold!
yea, of course i used M16 to answer some. =P.
only weiyang looks confident lar. lol.
tea break after that, and a workshop.
they gave us a question to solve. about calculation.
lol yar, only the pro will understand all about. confusing wey.

then, prize giving ceremony.
sadly that we never get any prize,
btw, the prize is really abundant!
they're full scholarship for the 1st prize, and $$!
and actually we gained new experience again.
lots of laughter along the "journey"
with weiyang, gabriel, mayfuai, wengkai and of coz pn wong :)

met li pei wen & shen jia xin 22ndxueji.
gratez to jiaxin, 2ndrunner-up :)

nowadays quite dull in blogging.
Bye-Bye.

下乡♥照照

2009-06-22T00:11:00.012-08:00

美好的回忆♥

♥可爱的22 ♥

♥ Darleng & 笨蛋


♥ 继来 & 品顺


♥栋栋 & 菱菱


♥于珊 & 枕头家俊


♥小群 & 伟杰


♥宁 & 慧仪


♥联谊会主席&副主席：）祯 & 雄


♥庆华 & 搭档-欣奕

慧怡：D

芊♥鸭♥喵

♥宝贝喵喵

♥学哥学姐♥

莉雯（学姐） & 威廉（学哥）

潘起 & 伟强

国坤

♥ 学弟学妹 ♥

咏欣 & 嘉瑶


伟浚 & 正隆


柠檬捷传 & 傻婆夙容

愉君

♥当我们在一块♥

♥ D区 ♥

好久好久没骑了～～

记者们 =.=

傻婆的牛 xD

每当翻开“相簿”
都会回忆起营里的点点滴滴。
又想你们了：）

下乡♥ 回来了

2009-06-13T23:46:00.012-08:00

6月10-13日，
再次与学记办营。
这次是到丹绒士拔办下乡营。
同届也越来越少了，很多脸孔都没看见。
学弟妹们也不怎么多，我校的3位都没到，
旅行，演唱会，考试什么的。
学记情真的很不同，不管多久没见面/联络，
依然可以在一见面，谈得不愈乐呼。

比起去年的万绕李金狮村，更有新村的味道。
村民比我想象中还热情！：）

工委们提早一天进营，
路程遥远，巴士费不便宜。
由于只出席过第一次会议，所以很多更改的事项都不知道。
这次的我，进了舍监，第一次啦……感觉很不同。
一去到，就去洗厕所，宿舍等。
厕所不肮脏，毕竟那边是幼儿园。
黏报纸，装水，扫地，抹地等。

♥当庆华寻找玉婷，对着大桶狂喊“玉婷……玉婷”

♥准备扫地时，排好来，很kawaii的感觉

♥浪漫小亭，照片在伟杰那。

开会午餐开会……对不起，我叽喳了。
我知道，我们都还没准备好要办营，每个人都如此的轻松。
晚上，去了“浪漫小亭”吃晚餐，是无便宜，又舒服。
[波折音乐，秋千似的座位，风扇快速的在头上转，没蚊子]
营员都还没进营，笨笨的几个人还是选择了睡礼堂。
那晚，我没熟睡……烟雾很严重，肺也被污染了不少。
半夜，一直爬起来……到庭里走走，他们都在熟睡着，

吃了辣辣的早餐，等待学弟妹的到来。
一直有人说“要到了要到了”等等等，都不见人影。呵呵。
终于等到了。一般熟悉又陌生的样子出现。

♥ 报到

♥ 点燃 23

下乡服务，去走了下……看看乡下热情的村民，
古老的木屋，学弟妹们的效率。呵呵。
天气真的非常的热，撑了雨伞，还是不够。

♥ 22届出发。

♥ 晒咖啡子

♥去年的我，也是蹲在这里拔草


♥ 好喜欢这间屋子，古色古香

负责一个跑站，拍档昕奕。
收留了很多的鞋子，好臭好臭！ =X
你们还了示威似的“鞋子，鞋子”好害怕，哈哈哈。
过后金达就要回家了……

♥掰掰，金达

寻找学哥学姐我有参与哦，
就没出息活动，没人认得我了，呵呵。
特征
♥哭笑不得，大笑姑婆，笑得见牙不见眼
♥培训营与某位学哥合唱童话
笑的，可能不明显，可是最后一个，很明显吧？
认得是有，可是我不是跟镇阳学哥合唱啦~

晚上，等学弟妹睡了后，才睡。
呵呵，本来说是半夜4点跟伟杰轮班的。
谢谢你没叫醒我咯，我睡到那么熟，一觉睡天亮。
叫我的方法，不是轻轻推一下啦，是必须用暴力地推拉，
轻轻，我每只觉得。哈哈~对不起。

Amazing Race，我带了第八组的，
你们前面找得很快，领先了，也是第一组去那个柱子找。
我想说，如果你们仔细的看，肯定会赢，
给了你们那么那么多的提示，你们也找了那么多次，
还是那么不到，哈~或许真的是luck吧。

下乡采访，留在营地……
由于嘴巴痛，之前选择吞饭，现在再也吞不下了。
午餐吃了两粒面包……

水战，我又当了站长。
玩火柴蜡烛的，站地与其它的相隔很远，
所以感觉不到那种气氛。
大风吹，使蜡烛一直吹灭，火柴数量有限。
最后还是换了游戏玩法，不然会很闷啦。

晚餐，我真的吃不下那些饭，吞得很辛苦~
依然吃了那0.60sen 的面包。

♥文娱晚会

那个广场很大~！四倍尊孔礼堂。
还没开始时，拿了小扫把在那边独自扫地
那种感觉真的很不好受，看着那些扫不完的垃圾，
大大的广场，吓死人~！之后，他们来帮忙了。

文娱晚会，村民比万绕多……
很多摩托骑士停下脚步坐在摩托上观赏节目，
如果没有karaoke,或许村民真的不会跑掉。
学弟妹们的表演不错！继续加油。

之后，就是分享会了，本来是以跑站的方式进行，最终改了。
语薇，我终于知道胃痛的痛苦~
一路以来，都是轻微薇的胃痛，这次不同了。
到了膳食厅寻找食物，镇阳说还有饭，
笨笨的我就在那里吞了半包饭，不知前面在干嘛。
感觉不对劲了，喝了些热水。
又跑回去礼堂。分享会，流了不少眼泪……

一半是为胃痛而流的，
另一半是想起一些感动，惭愧，遗憾而流，
我没去过活动和会议，下乡才认识了部分的学弟妹，
当我看见学弟妹，他们认识我，我却不认识他们。
我的确哭笑不得，继来转过来看我哭，我就忍不住笑了~
很坏啦~！边笑边哭，胃真的很痛！顶不顺了。
没机会跟学弟妹握手拥抱。
跑去后面，潘起学哥拿了半个包给我吃。
慢慢地好起来。

分享会不想说什么，就这样。
晚上，大部分学弟妹都跑去院子聊天了。
做舍监的，也不知道要怎样。庆华说“最好快点下雨”
陪学弟妹们聊了一下，就躺在嘉雯的垫睡着了，
果然下起雨了，下雨时，嘉雯把垫拉了进来，我又倒下去了。
你最好了，宝贝！
早上被叫了醒来，看着学弟妹熟睡的样子，呵呵。
要是昨天没下雨，看他们是聊到天亮的咯！
看你们换衣，刷牙后，撑不住我又倒在工委室睡了。
你们跑站时，我没看到，直到收拾。

♥舍监组
慧仪，庆华，伟杰，淑宁，祖儿，醒亮
到厕所，都会看到庆华，慧仪和醒亮守着在那。
醒亮时常呆在厕所边的椅子，装水换水等，
庆华慧仪看见厕所肮脏都会冲干净，
拿着扫把扫着积水。
有时，我真的不够自动自发，抱歉。

♥工委们
谢谢超群佩凤东跑西跑准备这个营，
汶丰国劲的监督，汶丰的威严依然没出来，哈。
节目组在考试期间还得开会准备节目，
膳食组保持着饭厅的清洁，准备食水等，
出版组准备的小册子，名卡。
其实，真的有那么“累”吗？！
冷气房的坏处，工委躲在里面一直睡……
有些分享会没参与，早上也不起床。
汶丰说得对啦 “人长到酱大，自己懂得分辨什么值得参与及珍惜”

♥学弟学妹
没骂人，的确有学弟妹放肆了。
有时真的顶不顺，在想真的要酱下去吗？
尊敬，基本礼貌已经被他们抛到九霄云外了。
你们分区也分得太重了吧? 什么学记一家亲的~
还是要谢谢你们给于的合作，不然这个营不会办好。
看见你们比在培训营更积极参与活动，
你们之间的团结，友爱精神。
继续加油呗，雨天后，总有彩虹。
接下来的日子，记得先做好本分。

照片迟些放，累了。
哈哈

华文学会营【些照片】

2009-06-07T02:03:00.006-08:00

我是华文学会的一分子，
也是华文学会工委团的一分子。

这个星期五六日，华文学会举办了
成长营——成长的约定

由于今年有大考，父母已经不再给我去营了，
为了圆满我的学记生涯，我求到了下乡营。
这次的华文学会，我没得参与。

我知道，我真的很想很想去，
毕竟华文学会在我的心中也有一定的地位。
我校华文学会，是败在参与的人不多。
工委的人数多过营员。
营之前，我也算有帮忙筹备一些吧……
给了他们精神上的支持，希望他们能办到比去年更好。
几天都有人向我报告他们的欢乐。
正专心做高数的我，难免会分心下。
（代表我有想你们哦）
我知道，我错过了很多……
但我会尊重我自己做了的选择。呵呵

星期五，我好想跑过去看，我犹豫了很久，还是没去。
星期六，我终于忍不住了，趁爸爸要出去买东西，
叫他载我去一下下，回的时候，再载我回。
去到时，他们正玩着跑站。
看到了踊跃参与的营员，还有劳累的工委们。
幸好，他们都很热情。爱你们！
去了一下子罢了，就得回了。唉～
回到家依然想念着你们，
还记得去年的疯癫，今年没的参与。

星期日，补完习后，还是跑去了……等待着他们闭幕。
老师跟我谈了一下，她说“you're wanted”
没办法啦……
看着他们收拾，我也帮忙扫地了……
然后学一些手语，可悲啊，我不会。
有机会，我要学会……我很怕，过后的几个星期，
我参不进你们的话题……

今年，你们办得很不错，比起去年，肯定有进步。
虽然会议差点引来吵架，相信大家都是为了营好。
明年的弟妹们，这个营能否延续下去，就看你们了。
我们总算带领这间新学校的华文学会走出了成功的第一步。
相信接下来，你们会比我们更出色。

不能参与，是我的遗憾……
明年依然会回来看你们。：）

nowadays connection suck.
keep dc-ing.
i will appreciate you.

【照片】

form1的回忆

2009-06-03T08:34:00.002-08:00

深夜里，
想起了form1的时光。

那时，是多么的轻松，
谈谈笑笑，笑笑谈谈，没烦恼！
由于新校新生活新感觉，
交朋友，是关键……的确，我没交错朋友。
很怀念以前只有两个年级的学校。
校园很空虚，冷冷清清。
但下课放学，少不了我们的欢乐声。

记得form1form2我在班上/学会当财政的，
他们说，你跟财政这值很有缘。
呵呵，想起那时尽责的我，真是好笑！
因为酱，我有了“大耳窿”的称号。甚至其他班都知道。
我可以每天每天的向他们追债~
不管骂，投诉，msn, sms等……
我很愚蠢……
每天的读书日，我都会带着多个月的钱放在口袋，
还真不怕不见~我也想不通为什么不放在家里。 =.="

记得form1 meniti kaca 里的 mahyun.
他们把我当成了那个疯女人，改为mak yun . =.="
记得有位朋友问我，“what you ate for your breakfast?"
" meeeeeeeeeeeee loohh!" " huh? u ate milo?"
从此他叫我 milo (ice) 也不知为什么。

很多以前form1一起打拼，玩乐的朋友都转了校，
也不清楚到底谁曾在我的人生里出现过。
那时坐我前面后面左边右边的朋友我都还记得。
但隔壁的那位很少交谈了。
一起参加合唱比赛，得了冠军，分配礼篮等。
我庆幸的是，我还收着我们的名单。
把曾经曾经的美好回忆留在心里，
不值得回忆的，抛到九霄云外。

朋友们，
你们还好吗？

这几天

2009-06-02T04:18:00.002-08:00

上一篇，说到星期日还会有讲座的。
因为前一天迟睡，早上睡迟了。
依然没听到闹钟的声响。
8.10：“喂，你不是有讲座，还不起身！”
嗯嗯，的确，迟了……
看看电话，已经8.10分了，
再看看，有个信息图案。
按一下，开起来。
“today dont have PBSM, the guy cant come”
“all arived then go back”
嗯？哇……超爽的！
（是对不起啦，主席一点责任性都没）

刚好星期日有补习，本来还犹豫着要不要去。
补完习，载我回的朋友要去metro prima一趟，
我跟咯……呵呵

好久没那么癫了，也忘了最后一次癫是几时~
supermarket, 整两排都是试吃，试喝的。
我和其他三位朋友来回走了几趟，饱了。
肚子也不知参了多少样食物。
或许这是刚考完试，自然想发泄的反应吧？呵呵

__________________________________

今天星期二，和小君君去听undang了。
地点不会很烂，有冷气，瞒舒服。
食物还可以吃。
闷是闷了一点，但不会很闷。哈哈。
他教的东西少之又少！一直重复同样的。
还好吧？
__________________________________

啊啊啊啊啊~
我好想狂喊一番。
我错过的，实在太多了。
你的心……还属于我吗？

red cresent's camp

2009-05-30T06:42:00.011-08:00

red cresent camp had held in school.
cant call it as a camp actually, since never overnight.
at first i'm thinking, my dad sure dont let.
i keep telling teacher i cant go.
but after i think and think....
if i never go, how can i lead my juniorssss?
and yar, i told my parents it's a course.
and they said, owh..good good. go more. ^^
hahaha.

yarrr, we need to listen for 17 hours,
only can take PBSM's exam.
Friday 3-5pm
Saturday 8am-5pm
Sunday 8am-5pm
i spend my this weekend here :)
it may be a boring one.
except for the practical.
23 members attended.
max 30.

we learnt CPR, before that, i really duno.
what a sad thing.
but now i knew how to do dy. ngek ngek.
and we learnt wrap thingssss.
lets see photos laee.

Ian was feeeling bored.

!!CPR!!

the teacher take ian as dummy. hoho.
he's scare of itchy. xD (weak part)

DOUGHNUT

everyone is concentrating and serious.

my new friends. hahaha. (junior)

i just love to play with the doughnut. =D

ELBOW INJURED WRAP

kar yee & ian, helping each other :)

future pengerusi. ^^

it's me. =.="

HAND INJURED WRAP

it's our HAND!!

HEAD WRAP

triple wrap. ^^

we all just like mad one. >.<>

final.. multiple wrap.

tomorrow stil got 1 day.
tiring!!! and hope 2moro will be interesting~
sleeeeeeeepp~~

---------------------------------------------------------
GRANDPA's birth
89 years old ^^

---------------------------------------------------
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
SUE-LYNN
also~!!

sorry, cant go to your party.
ALL THE BEST :)

失去了才懂得珍惜。
后悔也不能改变事实。

moments when exam ended..

2009-05-27T23:13:00.006-08:00

form5 is the poorest one.
start exam earlier than others,
end later than others. :(

today we have our last paper.
SIVIK. owh sux.
we never take it serious, cause not counted in SPM.

this photo, took during exam.
o0. teacher dont give a damn.
btw, is PJK paper. lar. =X

and yar, after the sivik exam,
chinese society camp got a small meeting for camp.
and yar, me n kuan helped to design the banner.
so this is our work. i love it much.
( maybe it's ugly, but...my style. xD)
“你以为banner很容易做啊？”
就凭你这句，我们做了。

today is duan wu jie 端午节。
grandma never make "zong zi".
a lot ppl eat zong zi today. xD

what i'm happy is.....
finally, our CLASS-TEE got a decision.
we keep discussing from last year.
FINALLY...but of coz havent draw out yet lar. heee.
cooperate from all make us step out the 1st step.
we discuss it in a small aircon room.
(how i wish bilik bahasa will be my class forever)

After changing back to our HOT class.
( 3 fan with no aircon T.T)
we played some game.
hoho, some easy yet tough punye games.
AIRCHAIR and another i call it as FLOWER. =P

AIRCHAIR
(sit on a chair and lie on others leg, then pull out the chair)

1st try :)

我忍我忍，我忍忍忍！

so comfortable huh!

FLOWER
( hold ur hands and lie backward with the same force )

the boyssssssss!!
(curi curi take d )

tomorrow is teachers day celebration.
I DONT WANT TO GO LEA.
no friends going =( ....
but, my dad will let??!!!

we just started our addmath project.
will, i dont und wad teacher is talking bout.
may god bless me this holiday. xD

结束。开始

2009-05-27T04:51:00.004-08:00

年中考试结束了，
也意味着啃书的日子开始了。

哈哈，这次考试……没眼看。
应该会很差很差。
想在这个假期，补回补回。
“临时抱佛脚”
趁我还有读书的心情，
冲到最后啊啊啊啊啊！！

这次考试，家长拿成绩册，不知怎么样。
我放弃了好多营，
爸爸只让我去一个。（本来一个都不可以）
华文学会，加油呀……！
可能会去看看你们。

下乡营我来了！！
很多同届都不能参与，而且地点较远。
筹委们，加油！！

最近，越来越难和爸爸沟通了：（
我不喜欢跟他吵。
那天读书读夜了，睡迟了……
“不会自己起身啊？还要人家叫，
每次都酱，调闹钟”
（我有调，可是不知怎么没听到。）
“一时罢了嘛”
“什么一时，经常啊!”
好，我忍。（他有时也是啦）

“下乡营几时？”“10-13号”
“怎样去？”“应该是CM搭巴士”
“多少人一起去？”“全部工委咯”
“有没有大人带着去”“哈？那里来的大人？”
（长大了啦）
“谁举办的？星洲日报？”“学记咯”
“没有负责人的啊？！”
整个好像发脾气酱！
翻报纸也很大力

早上看年轻人版
“做么你没写报导的？”
“我们不能寄了，学弟学妹寄”
“你懒惰写就讲，不要交给学妹”
“不是，我们不能寄了，退休了”
“是你们学校的政策罢了叻”
“不是，22届的不能寄了”
没话讲。

他总是喜欢针对我。
应该是我太好玩了（活跃）
我一定会考好，让他刮目相看。

exam [ IV ]

2009-05-24T23:12:00.002-08:00

today is the sux-est exam day ever!!
CHEMISTRY!

i read for it the whole weekends.
but, stil cant finish.
it's really SUFFER!
when i'm trying to understand, memorise and swallow.
ewwww.

when i'm answering the questions.
yea, my tears keep coming out. non-stop
(actually is feel sleepy and nod)

argghh, it's over.
another tough subject coming up next.
ADD MATH.
owh my mummy :(

MAY GOD BLESS ME!

exam ( III )

2009-05-21T21:30:00.005-08:00

today - account exam.

still okay guaaaa.
exam past fast, but study past sloww.

guess what, i abducted by mom to 1utama yesterday.
haha, Jcard Member 1 day sales. ==

sis fetched us there as she's going for exam.
( A level is having 1 month's exam!)
it's really very PACK!
30%. 50%. 70%. 100%?
they're lik thinking those stuff are FREE!
(aunty is lyke tat ger, when i'm old oso lik that d lar)

mom buy her stuff, and i went to STARBUCK coffee.
to..... " study" heey, really got study lar.
but very expensive. small one also RM11.20. =X

翠菱，生日快乐！：）
在学记认识了你是我的荣幸。继续加油！！ ^^

Daddy Bitth 17-5-09

exam [ II ]

2009-05-19T22:27:00.002-08:00

today we're sitting math n english paper.
finally, form1-3 started their exam 2day.

Pn Siti suddenly came
she asked us to move our class to Bilik Bahasa.
cause form3 are using dewan for exam.
the class is really too BIG for us.
27 students.
good or bad?
( big cant tiru, big more comfortable)
wakakaz.

Actually, what i wanted to say is.
Bilik Bahasa has 3 aircons!! and 6 fans!
hoho, syok-nya.
we on all the aircon without asking premission.
and yea, teacher never scold.

Last time our class got only 3 fans~

aircon..not really good actually. @@
make me very very sleepy during exam.
phhhewww!

nowadays,
idealess come n find me. =X
i have NO IDEA in writing essay.
ewww! write out all shit sentence.
i cant believe that's me.

exam [ I ]

2009-05-19T06:05:00.002-08:00

F*** BM paper.

goshh! it's really a tiring paper.
isyyyhh!

wrote 8 full pages during exam.
maybe some of them wrote more than me.
my hand burst dy...!

( i prepared plaster dy) ^^
exam is really suck larr.
errghh!

the whole class is lik no voice,
i'm the one who keep coughing.
hoho. wonder why stil havent recover.
T.T

空

2009-05-16T02:43:00.002-08:00

突然觉得，

我的心，好空~
除了考试，读书，再也没有其他了。
我不要！
我脱轨了。 =X

真的好想回到从前的日子。
可惜，已成为过去。
被关在家里的日子，很难受。
回忆，是甜蜜的。
想念，是痛苦的。

学弟学妹，
没能去看你们。
也不懂你们的计划书写得怎样。
真的脱轨了，但我的心依然在学记。
明天投选计划书，加油了！
精神上，支持着你们。
加油！

=X

2009-05-14T01:30:00.001-08:00

taking exam..
is a way for suicide.

HAHA!

goshh. time past really fast!
exam start tomorrow.
mamamia!

i think. everyone will be the same as me.
except those PRO!

" i havent finish study arrr!!"
owh yea. biasa lar.
form4+form5 syllabus. = die.

now is 5.30.
i suppose to wake up at 3.30.
and study in club.
my phone's battery empty, no alarm.
end up with overslept.

KAYYIE,
may god bless me for the coming exam.
ALL THE BEST to all candidates.

Happy Birthday Merv!

2009-05-12T05:58:00.002-08:00

To you,
my lovely bro~!

i know you since form 1 i think..
but that time dont really know you.
till form4. ahaha.
BULLIER.

17 years old dy.
may dreams come true ya!
good luck in ur coming exam & of coz SPM :)
stop bulyinggg!! xD

sport day 2009

2009-05-08T23:29:00.006-08:00

Sport Day Marching

5 years in SMK BSD1.
this time is the worst one for me.

maybe, i become older.
maybe, i'm not in condition.
maybe, my leg was pain.
maybe, i'm not that fast.
maybe, they're more challenger there.
obviously, i'm slow~ hehehe.

okay. i just got 1 silver & 1 bronze.
i'm already satisfied.
i had tried my best :)
but it's really big diff from past four years.
nvm~ i think i will make a conclusion for my sport's life
wait for me. xD.

i love pbsm members!!

my home internet connection stil cant connect.
i'm now in club.
streamyx suck. phew.

connection die

2009-05-08T01:22:00.002-08:00

arghhh!!

my house-internet-connection DIE!

wtf！

cant online for 2 days dy.

and nnow, i'm in my friend's house.

gggrrrr! i hate streamyxx!!!! =X

sorry for not updating.

i will update bout sport day and also my preparation for exam.

whenever my connection connected.

SUCK! i want to online!!

okay. lets pray for my connection now.

visit my blog always!

muackx!

random

2009-05-04T08:46:00.003-08:00

THURSDAY is SPORT DAY!!
break break break record!

so yea, today we have our very 1st rehersal.
it looks suck. but... i dont care.

how i wish PBSM can try their best is kawad :)
JIA YOU!
thanks becky for coming~
we're better than before! ^^

wengkai! love your words!!
" people who gossip bout us,
means they admire us! "
so yay! we should be proud to let ppl admire.
open minded abit lar friends :)

Lee Hom's Musicman Concert

2009-05-03T03:54:00.005-08:00

几天前，姐突然告诉我……
“星期六我可能去力宏演唱会”
我也没什么惊奇的是，因为我又没得去啦~
就随口问下，为什么有的去？免费票哪里来的？
她也敷衍我下，“朋友的朋友的朋友的朋友，我也不懂”
owh okay. fine.. haha.

星期五早上，爸爸载她到Sunway领票。
有六张，其中5张是她的朋友的。
看了看票，几可爱下~哈。
星期六早上起来，姐突然告诉我，
她的朋友不要去了，有多一张票。
我也没有特别的开心，既然有免费票，那我就去咯~

这是我第一次去演唱会咯~除了蔡琴的。呵呵
3点多，姐的两位朋友到了。
我们就出发咯，姐姐要驾车去，所以必须做足认路的准备。
怎知，还是迷路了~一直问人，U turn.
花了2小时。呵呵

去到，当然也还没迟到啦，6点多。
排队的人群还很少，慢慢增加。
遇到了慧琦，qunyao等。他们对我的出现，感到好奇。
7点可以进场了，由于我们早，所以体育馆还很空。
免费票，当然是坐到最高啦，但位子瞒靓下。
那些赞助商，有的派手掌，有的派气棒~
后悔的是，没带相机。

李吉汉和郭晓薇开始演唱。
当王力宏从上面钓下来时。
全场那种气氛，我可是第一次看！
high翻天，非常热闹！尖叫声，哨子声等。
非常可惜，我的声应已经沙到不能了。
如果再喊下去，我明天哑巴了。
王力宏，很靓仔啊啊啊啊啊！
又会钢琴又会小提琴，吉他。可惜今年没拉二胡。
幸好姐姐的朋友不要去，
让我有这个机会见识见识。
我姐的朋友坐我隔壁，喊到乱，我都快耳聋了。

it's really an awesome concert!
i love it more than words i can say.
this chance is just lik durian runtuh. hoho.
the whole concert is lyke damn COOL~
goshhh~!
but yea, i believe this time simple than last time one.
i'm happy and never ever felt regret. ( of coz lar)
dream also will dream of it.!

上了车，塞车总是难免的。
这时候，姐姐的两位疯狂朋友太high了。
开了车的窗大声喊
A：“王力宏”
B：“盖世英雄到来”
炸到~~！路人们傻傻的看着他们~

Lee Hom

2009-05-01T23:21:00.000-08:00

王力宏演唱会

我来了。

转性了？

2009-05-01T06:07:00.003-08:00

我……

转性了！

对，没错，转性……
你会想到什么？

第一性，是性格。
我……不再沉迷于上网，
我不再想念上网的日子，
以前一天不上网，如隔三秋兮……
哈，夸 =.="
但…………
我转去更爱睡觉了！
放学会来，可以睡到吃晚餐。
不然，课外活动+补习后，找借口睡觉，就睡到天亮。
救命啊~~~我要读书啊啊啊啊！
不知为什么，每天就是很累，一直打瞌睡的~
考试要到了咯~

第二性，是性别。
别误会，我还是女的。
女生有的我也有，女生没有的，我有。
就是一把又可爱，有性感的声音。
我沙声了啦~！

前几天，营回来就发烧了两天，
然后变成咳嗽，伤风。
声应本来只是一点点的性感~
运动会要到了~又搏命去教操步，喊口号。
整个男子声酱~恐怖。
突然发现，沙声的我，更叽喳~！

--------------------------------------------

运动会日期，突然在上个星期换了。
真的惹人讨厌！
在那么匆忙的时间筹备运动会~booom!
我参加了，100，400，4x100m
不是长跑，也不是短跑。哈~
期望越大，失望越大……

这几天学校真是很热闹~！
kiri, kanan, kanan, kiri, kanan, kiri, kiri
各组/团体都在练习操步，
老师要教书，也拿他们没办法~呵呵！
这个感觉，其实很不错，很有气势的感觉！

-------------------------------------------

我很期望SPM快点过去！
不用害怕，光阴似箭，很快就过去的。
我顶不顺啦~要去哪里都不可以！
真是的~像坐牢酱~
我还没开始用功呐~跟ＰＭＲ比起来，
差的远咯～

好啦～多话了，走人。呵呵。

伟祥学哥，
祝你生日快乐咯！

Kem Perdana

2009-04-26T04:59:00.005-08:00

i went to KEM PERDANA for past few days.
since teacher said leader MUST go, i went lur.
it's a school's camp~

LET's me TALK some..

we went with the 5star BUS. lol~
for wad lar...i rather wan the campside is 5star.
but yea, those drivers lost their way to campsite.
about 2 hours, we enjoyed in the 5star bus!
get high with singing songs! it's really far-off!
KEM Sg. Tinggi, Batang Berjuntai.
those who had promise to come, but never.
okay, i wont believe them anymore. xD.

- in the bus -

- i love the lake! -

-onthe way, nice scene-

when reached,
OWH NO! they need to keep our phone.
yar, u cant find me this days ryte. hehe.
nvm, i still can survive.

owh ya, the food n toilet there "10 star"!
bt bathroom consider okay okay lar..
we're trained by 20 soldiers.
gosh, they're lazy, and keep smoking. ewww~
activities very little. so, we keep bathing. ^^

okay, we divided into groups.
but, the whole camp, we NEVER sat in a circle before.
i dont even know, my group got who, wads their name.
i cant feel the kerjasama if lik tat. hmm.

but stil, i love my group,
TOOTB (think out of the box) most of them cooperate :)
i drew the flag, yea, it may looks ugly. blehx.
happy things was, my group got the BEST GROUP.
cheerrs! thanks all of them. and of coz myself.
luckily qunyao,weisheng,weiyang same group with me.
if not, i will bored lik hell~!

about activites, we went for a short jungle treking.
although it's short, but challenging!
my leg got a small cut.
stef, yan, jiexi, weiyang, zichong was thinking,
"will siow kuan complain?"
"impossible lar if she say fun later"
we keep waiting her to back from jungle trekking.
she's with her smiley face..and we asked,
she said, yea, very fun! we shocked.
staring at her with big eyes and mouth. xD.

we cross river with 2 tali,
means ur hand hold the upper tali,
leg step on the down one.
me & stef do it together.
unfortunately, they shake the tali terribly,
we dropped into the river,
felt nice thou! wanna play again!!
for flyingfox, i never play,
the queue was looooong, and i played before.

the ceramah..no comment.
it's BORED! =X

we slept in the hostel,
it's dirty, bt as long as i can sleep, i dont mind. hehe.
our room can fit little ppl oni, happy with that.
we joke alot in the 2nd night!..
sorry to others if we disturbed you! haha
jiexi, yeeyan, stef, kuan & me sleep together.
lik orang gila only.

okay, it cant compare with the daerah camp!
NO WAY to compare. LOL.
the activities there are well-planned.
i dont felt nice in this camp. mayb i went to the better one.
but mayb this is the last camp with my fellow friends.
we get high in the 1st night, till get scolded. haha.
i'm happy with u guys, form4-ers!
keep in touch~~

2nd night, they let us took back our phone for awhile.

stef & me -too dark-

-the canteen-

-me n jiexi -

- we drew our nails, ceramah was bored!-

on the way back!

- yay! thanks those who cooperate! -

-my group!-

-bye bye-

i'm still waiting for others blog to update.
they gt more photos!

♥ JI MUI ~ wishes!

2009-04-21T05:11:00.003-08:00

My wishes are silent but true.
Everywhere they will follow you.
Luck is yours.
Wishes are mine.
I wish your present and future always shine.
Many Happy Returns Of The Day

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight
wipes wrinkle away
hope u share a lots
receive a lots
for days to come.

Happy Birthday ...!♥

thanks god!

2009-04-18T06:55:00.002-08:00

yay, today we hav our very 1st lesson for BSMM.
although 10+ ppl went, but i love it! :)
this is the special training for the leader.

Thanks God,
there came a trainer V.A.D. (leng lui)
which just graduate from BU4, ex-HSL, Becky.
she's late, but never blame on her.
she's friendly! and of course poweful!.
i love the way she lead.
how i wish i can be like her!

she told us A LOT about red cresent.
and yea. realise that, my school is still a weak one!
she taught us marching.
although she torture us under the sun..for awhile.
and punish us with pumps.
but nobody oppose! WHAOO~ yeng lar!
u'll not regret to attend this Saturday class!

atleast i'm now more confident.
atleast i got the way on how 2 lead my school's red cresent to a better one!
atleast i noe what to do now.
she helps lot!

Hopefully. we can strive for the best!
come on! Lets cooperate!

Happy Birthday <3

2009-04-15T04:33:00.003-08:00

Happy Birthday
to
DERICK

may dreams come true.
Good luck in spm!.
yea, my birthday card may looks ugly.
but, can you please dont laugh at ittt????
=.="

全家福 =X

hohoho.
tseyau(mom) derick(dad) & 3 daughter.

taddaaaa. dad n "daughter"

3 soh kiaa. xD.

awww. gayy..! lol.

kayy lar.
sick n tired.
hate 2 be a president.

发泄

2009-04-13T07:04:00.003-08:00

有人问我
：“你每天那么开朗的样子，有没有烦恼的？”
废话，这世上，有谁没烦恼？
除非是脑袋坏了的人。

每天脸上带着笑容，只希望让自己没那么难看。
最近烦恼多得是……白头发也快出来了！

自从当了主席，每次活动过后，笑容不出来见人了。
我最失败的地方就是分配工作。
受了那么多的苦，得了那么多的教训，依然没改变过！
突然觉得我累了。对学会再也没有那种积极感。
我没好好训练所谓的“属下”，活动时他们也不懂要做什么，我没事先告诉他们。
当我分配工作时
“你可以不可以教他们一下？” --“做么又是我？我刚才一个人管一班叻”
“你可以不可以给command?”--“喂，我不会叻”
“可不可以帮我问下这个？”--“我很忙”
就因为这样，我默默地啃下很多的工作。
我很高兴，有人感受到我的付出。
我承认，我不敢骂他们，不敢逼他们。友情难免会因此而受损。
[你们当我很得空啊？！要去就去，不去就不去，大少爷酱！]
老师也或许对我失望了吧？
一心想改变它，却有心而力不足。

失败之人
-我-

让我发泄下吧！

我还是依然那么爱笑，
还是那么开朗的我，
爱演的我。

Acara awal sukan.

2009-04-11T03:15:00.010-08:00

schooling day today.
replacement for hari raya.
and yar...normally the school will be very quiet.
but today due to the acara awal,
a lots of them went to school.
:)

acara awal sukan included
long jump, high jump and tarik tali.
i have to admit that i really no semangat lyke last year d.
mayb..it's really tiring. ^^.
kar wai.. san fu sai. haha.

as a president of red cresent,
of course i need to did my job.
wore red cresent shirt from the morning.
i only able to find weng kai as my pembantu.

Mdm Soo? o.0

today not suppose to hav acara sukan.
because, few activities are going on.
lyke ekspidisi berbasikal, they cycle from BSD to Sin Chew.
actually i can follow the ambulance d.
but then..teacher is like keep giving chance to the form4 :(

and the exhibition for science & ICT month.
well, i never actually step my foot in.
so, i duno what's happening. hehe.
the most interesting was the tarik tali!!
Saga's gurls lose d. boy's won of coz.
when boy's final going on,
guess wad happened?
the tali PUTUS!
so chaa d my school :(
two team fell down and some of them injured.

the wira-ians.

semangat ke-saga-ran

the Rusa-ians

PULL!! SAGA rockx!

the wira's gurls

President of WIRA! merv~~

Choon Hwa ^^

About White Shirt Angel.
a lot people injured on their legs.
i think the field there got glass.
some guys damn semangat!
injured already stil want to jump & pull.

and a form1 boy.
damn CUTE uhhh!
injured dy shout lyke hell!!
he's just scare of the pain.
the occasion very funny, hard to describe.
we squeeze in a bandage in his mouth.
just like borning a baby. @@
regreted never took photos :(

few gurl backbones injured.
so sad.

OKAY, it's a BUSY DAY.

photos of the weeksss.

2009-04-09T01:22:00.006-08:00

yea! my BIG family.
Gather Together. ^^

yan yan & US!
damn cute weihhh!! muackx*

still lack of some people~!

Hari Anugerah

LOL. RM10....to buy stuff in bookshop..T.T

Random

SOOOOOO cuttee!
everyone looks bored? xD.

when sport day comes near.. =X
obviously nt my drawing. mine worse.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM.
love you lots!

and yea. me, sis and dad gave her a new phone. xD.
LG ice-cream. hmmm.

-standing under the sun when koko
-back from meeting :)

GO SAGA!

life.....xx

2009-04-07T07:52:00.002-08:00

last post is posted by...
"my new english teacher?"
yea, without gaji.
he said, he is here to correct my grammatical error!
so chaaa mea my englishh? LOL.
(know you pro!) haha. jkjk.

i damn beh song with the new HM!
i'm actually prepared for sport day at 19th of April.
and yet, she postpone to june 21st.
gosh. others school is lyke ended their sport day in March.

red cresent getting worse week by week.
i really cant control all of them..
(but atleast better than GAB) lalala~ hehe.
sometimes really feel lyke giving up!...
but few more months, hav to pass to juniors dy.
so.....haiizz.. although nobody listen to my command.
HAHA!.

duno why, a lot of camp this year.
but..so sad. i can only attend one!.
i'm now hoping my dad allow me to go for 2!
i suppose to go for all, but no choice.
SPM's years.
Kem unit beruniform (YES)
chinese society's camp (NO)
countryside's camp (YES)
red cresent's camp (NO)

STUDY HARD!!

Hello Everyone

2009-04-07T05:21:00.002-08:00

Your friend here spammed me 15 times in my email for an invite to post in her blog as an author atfer i asked her once, certainly not 15 times. This is the greatest sale i've ever met. 1 for 15 wow. YC Sdn. Bhd. Haha. And thus, here i am, spamming at her blog as a guest blogger for the first time, and at the same time freaking pissed off with my connection which had disconnected for about 30-40 times today. Grate. As i'm typing now i'm not online, due to disconnection =.= will post this once i connect back EWWWW.
BAI BAI

hmm. my childhood videos.

2009-04-04T07:34:00.002-08:00

maybe..it's funny..
LOL.

recorded by my dad. hmm.

lose heart.

2009-04-02T01:06:00.003-08:00

i had lost myself recently.
i'm so NOT me!

who am i?
yea, i dunoo.

easy to get moody,
easy to get angry,
easy to argue with ppl.

goshh! why lar!!~
back to YC pleassseeee..!
sobzz.

pressure is the main reason i think.
nowadays lots of worries!
hope to end my secondary school's life asap!
I CANT TAHAN ALREADY!
HELP~~~!! T.T

i'm tiredd~!
i'm losing my heart!

forgive me if i hurt you.
i'm not on purpose.

人生的一部分

2009-03-30T07:54:00.004-08:00

机会摆在眼前，却不懂得珍惜，
等到失去以后，才来后悔。

这句话常听，现实生活上，就是那么的残酷！
别说我没给机会，你已错失了很多。
别要求我回头，我的心已不属于你。
别说我冷血，我已忘记曾经给过你的感觉。

时间会走，人血会流，心也会变。
虽说你会等我十年，十年后的约定。
你是否想过真实性？
还是纯粹让我一时的感动？
很多事情，不是你想象中的那么简单，
说来就来，说去就去。
为难我，又何必呢？

谢谢这几年来曾经爱过我的人，
你们给了我很大的自信心，
我已不再是两年前自卑的我，
我需要的是你们的鼓励与支持。
谢谢你们让我重新站起来面对众人。
你们永远是我的推动力。
因为您，才有现在的我。
“我很丑，但是我很温柔”
哈哈哈！

熄灯一小时。响应？

2009-03-29T03:32:00.004-08:00

Earth Hour
地球一小时

今年的宣传还算成功吧，
比起去年，比较多人知道了。

当然在昨天的那一小时，我也关了灯。
我全家可是环保人士。呵呵。

婆婆的言语最可爱
“快点吃饭，等下没电来”
“全马来西亚会没有电”
都不懂谁传错话给她听。哈~
解释后还好。
当我们开始关灯……
（开门出去)
“sot plug, 都没有人关啊~”
“不要管你们酱多，我去睡觉”
今天的刚刚
“做么今天没关灯啊？不用关啦？”

由于路灯没关的关系，所以不明显。
我区的，不错啦，1/3有关。呵呵。

这个小时里，我做了什么？
当然有online一下啦。
SMS少不了。
喝茶，吃零食。
老爸载我们去逛街。

一小时过得很快，
爸爸说每个月关一次……
太享受了？？

（对了，当晚没星星看）

week's life :)

2009-03-27T07:36:00.006-08:00

hmm. okayy.
i knew i NEVER update for 1 week.
except for the tagg thingy. =D.
nowadays is lyke quite lazy?
photos in phone never upload.
so...dont feel lyke writing anything lur.

school reopened for 1 week dy.
almost all results had given back.
except for MORAL.
i'm quite satiefied with some of the results.
cause, 1st few chapters only mar~ LOL.
bt duno how bout the following exams.

BM 65 B3
BI 74 A2
BC 76 A2
CHEM 65 B3
PHY 60 B4
SEJ 80 A1(not sure)
MATH 94 A1
ADD MATH 83 A1
P.Akaun 92 A1

-need to work hard for phy & chem-

sports day is coming!
19th April 2009.
maybe, my semangat decreases. LOL.
i dont feel lyke hidupkan rumah SAGA.
but what i felt happy is the help from form4.
and yea. i will handle the BSMM's kawad kaki.
and taking part in few acara.
100,400,4x100.

i'm now so sick.
my lips pain like hell. the stupid ulcer!!
duno what's happening!! goshh~
my mood turns bad d~! grrrr..

more photos will upload soon.
my life of this week!
peace!
EARTH HOUR is at TOMORROW!!

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29.3.09
update.

Weng Kai get sicked.
and yeaa.. we teman him to BILIK KESIHATAN.
lik a bad students huh??. xD.

is lyke. 1st time touch this? xD.
paiseh-nya.

Jualan makanan
cant bring phone to school.
i brought, but cant take out to take photos.
just some preparation's photos. xD
they came to my house~
we sell jelly, pudding, agar agar. =D

b

so yea. we sold all our foods. and earn money. ^^
onnbie's storage..@@
RM14 per person. yippee.

*another stall* herbal egg.! nice!

Random photos.

you're tagged!

2009-03-24T23:21:00.003-08:00

awwww...kim tat tagged meeeeeeeee! LOL.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you.

1=An optimistic/outgoing gurl.
2=I love the name "idealess-gurl" as i'm lack of idea.
3=I love to eat fish's eyes :)
4=I'm quite rude at some moment.
5=I can laugh/cry non-stop ^^
6=I love sport especially track & field.
7=I love to attend camp. lately not allowed by parents :(
8=I love to spend my time with student reporter's friends.
9=I love to hang out with sistass!
10=I love to find excuss in doing works.
11=I take a nap every afternoon. At least 3 hours.
12=I hate math & science.
13=I hate my school. unsystematic in everything!
14=I hate people who abuse power!
15=I hope to get a GOOD result in SPM.
16=I hope to leave my school ASAP! :)

Tagged
喵喵嘉雯
伟杰
siow kuan
昕奕
品顺

NO reason xD

Birthday Lin,假期结束了……

2009-03-22T00:20:00.005-08:00

一星期假期结束了！
我不伤心，反而开心。
不用再呆在家里，对着书儿们。
好想念我的朋友们哦！！
这个假期，我被禁止出门啊~
除了星期日被骂了才出以外，都没出过了。
接下来的学记活动，很难出席了！
下乡营？还不肯定。

其实，不让我出门，又能怎样呢？
星期日，我在家也不可能对着书的。
除非你说“你读完书，做完功课，我就给你出”
酱反而给我的推动力会比较大！
（我知道，读书是为了自己好，而不是别人）

这个假期，我做了什么？
早上11++醒吧？1++，2++ 才睡。
甚至有一个晚上4++。
呵呵~最近半夜都在玩viwawa的BIG2.5。
开学了，要说再见了。
书，是有读，多数时间读PHYSIC FORM4 吧。
（还没读完一个chapter)
唉……假期结束，成绩出炉。
阿弥陀佛，保佑我……哈。

deedane 介绍我一本书
《丑陋的中国人》
http://book.sina.com.cn/nzt/1099295539_chouloudezhongguoren/
我觉得呢，值得一看。

很好，今天写的blog很cacat!
算啦，Ｍｏｏｄ不在ｇｕａ．
我晕了，掰掰。
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Happy birthday to you~
YI LIN!!

one of the sistas.
she's man & cool.
but yea, not tomboy. hehe.
she loves to joke!!
and... easy to get crazy!

may dreams come true yea baby!
all the best in ur driving test.
and sure SPM. ^^

our sista-ship will not end.
muackx!
..love you love you..

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GOOD LUCK to CYCLONEZ!
the cheerleading team of my school.
they're NOW compete in cinileisure.
C3 i think.
all the best! gogogo!

爱吃鱼眼睛

2009-03-20T03:28:00.005-08:00

从小不知几岁开始，我就爱吃鱼眼睛了。
我也不知道为什么小时候会开始吃鱼眼，然后就爱上它了。
-如果时间可以倒流，我会去找出原因-
每次看到鱼，就先找眼睛。超爱的！（不要觉得恶心哦！）
家人看到眼睛都会留给我~哈！
有时，跟亲戚朋友们出去，吃鱼时，习惯性先找眼睛，
肯定会有几个人用异样的眼光看着我。
为什么我喜欢吃鱼眼睛呢？
它有一层滑滑的肉，剩硬硬白色的可以慢慢咬碎。
听说鱼眼睛很有益的叻~
曾经用电子验眼器验出0.05的度数。现在应该没有了吧。

*——鱼眼，很多人在吃鱼时都把鱼眼丢掉，即使有人吃它，也并不太清楚鱼眼到底对人体有什么好处。近些年来，鱼眼在日本竟被视为餐桌上的珍品，鱼眼在日本身价暴涨。最新的科学研究成果显示，鱼眼含有丰富的二十二碳六烯酸和二十碳五烯酸等不饱含脂肪酸。这些天然的物质可增强人的记忆力和思维能力，对于防止记忆力减退、胆固醇升高等多种疾病都大有裨益。

*——现在吃鱼眼不是讲求营养，而是演变为一种劝酒的礼仪。主家用筷子跳出一侧鱼眼放入尊贵客人的酒杯中，客人必须满饮此杯。另有高看一眼之意。客人也可从上侧眼窝中取出下侧鱼眼（鱼绝不能翻身）回敬主人或另一尊贵客人。

*—— 一般人都说，“鱼身上最好吃的是"眼睛"”，的确鱼眼是最好吃，奇怪的是不知为什么，很多人不敢吃。鱼眼不仅味道好，而且营养丰富，不输鱼肉。鱼眼球内侧含有丰富的维生素B1。除维生素B1外，鱼眼还含有维生素A和维生素B2。特别是迦纳鱼的眼球，含有大量的各种维生素，迦纳鱼的眼球，含有大量的各种维生素，迦纳鱼的眼球用盐水腌，或把鱼眼和鱼骨头一起煮汤，营养价值都是最高的。旅行在外时，能在海鲜饭店、餐馆订一份鱼骨头鱼眼汤吃最美不过了。在内陆城市居住的人，去高级餐馆音里吃东西这种美味佳肴的机会少，到沿海城市旅行时，千万别错过机会，订一份鱼眼汤。

All the best to NS-ers

2009-03-18T02:25:00.004-08:00

ALL THE BEST
to
NS-ers.
( 国森，维宇学哥，庄正学哥，泓凯）

tomorrow, 2nd batch of NS are leaving.
hope after 3 months.
u guys come back with the SAME one.

GOOD LUCK!
may god bless u guys!

~BYE~

the end of them

2009-03-17T11:52:00.004-08:00

the met of them was a coincidence.
predestined relationship brought them together.
the far distance between them
made them cant meet each other.
his business made him emotionless.
she dont mind.

days..weeks..months had past..
their relation become thinner.
they're tired in loving each other.
dont know what are they waiting for..
"let go" is just hardly to speak out.
finally.. the end of them during a golden sunset.
they ended happily.
there's nothing diff from before & after.

she miss his hand.*
she miss his hugs.*
she miss his laughter.*
she miss his talks.*
she miss his words.*

she miss everything*
she miss the 1st time they met.
she'll not regret to love him.

thanks for the 66th days (lucky num?)
thanks for everything. (wad things?)

promise to keep contact. (if not?)
LOL. (wad so funny?)

*she loved him*

It had been a long time i never sleep late.
now is 4.30am.
i cant asleep due to the caffeine.
too free to think bout story..=.="
good nightt.
hope i can asleep.

holiday

2009-03-16T19:59:00.004-08:00

Holiday actually started for 3days.
include Sat & Sun, this is the 4th day.

I suppose to have a BSMM game day on sat at SMK La Salle.
bt so sad when i receive a call from HSL SMK sri utama on friday afternoon.
she told me that the game day had cancelled due to some premission problem.
erm. nvm. hope that u guys can make it after that :)

Sunday, went to Sunway Pyramid gather with xueji.
dont feel lik talking it. coz it makes me frustrated.
my parents just lik tiger. keep calling me back.
i reached there bout 1pm. public transport KTM & bus took me 1 n half hour.
and i need to go back at 4pm. siao. i regreted.

Monday, i was happy.
i had finished reading the book "Konserto Terakhir".
It tooks me a month?
sorry lar, just read it when i'm free.
finally i had finished it.
i'm thinking....should i read Bkt Kepong too?

what should I do during the coming days?
i wish to finish and understand..
Form4 Physic & Chemistry (last few chapter).
May god bless me. ^^

Wednesday Chinese Society meeting for the camp.
Thursday suppose to go out with sistas.
due to my scary parents, i dont think i can go.

To:
xueji, friends, sistas.......

everything will be alright,
tomorrow will be fine.

时光匆匆流去

2009-03-12T22:57:00.000-08:00

一个星期很快的，考完试了。
虽然只是Penilaian1,但总会有开心的成分。

是它，陪我度过考试期。哈！

谢谢妈妈的爱心100%

考试期间的我，把头发夹上
不管人有多丑，哈！

晚上读到很夜？

SPM成绩放榜了，
突然觉得压力很大。
姐姐以前是10A的，表姐现在也是10A.
救命啊！我得拿straightA's 才能。
很多人的成绩都出乎预料，
无论是出乎预料的好或不好。
我很害怕，我害怕考不好，害怕令父母失望。
突然有种想发奋图强的心态。
我决定把书读好，像成绩优异的学生看齐。
哈，希望说到做到~
我学校，第一批SPM学生，成绩还好吧?
4个人straight A's. 最高12A1。

假期了，是时候放松心情，
累了，是时候缓下脚步，
想念了，是时候与你们聚一聚，
淡了，是时候放手了。
有了精神，补了心灵，
再继续为学业打拼！

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几天的照片都没放上网了。
表姐结婚*
不是很熟的表姐，可说是不认识的。

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有谁小时候是读过这些书的？
记得还没上幼儿园，就开始读这书了。
Peter & Jane.
那天表弟来，妈妈把这些书拿了出来，
突然好怀念。
想当年，我的英文还瞒不错的叻！
Here is Peter,
Here is Jane,
Here is Pat, the dog.

*读会了，就给星星/粘子*
小孩子就是小孩子，看见sticker 特别开心。

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嘿嘿，那么多年了……
是时候轮到我拿冠军了吧？
左起第一张是我的，每次输给左二那位。
最后一年，总算赢回~哈。
*学校程度不高*你心里一定在想
-酱都可以拿冠军？- 哈哈！

Earth Hour

2009-03-12T22:29:00.000-08:00

VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for
ONE HOUR
and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

Swith off to show malaysians are united,
come together to fight global warming.

http://www.earthhour.org/signup/my:en
8:30PM Saturday 28 March 2009

In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 74 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.

We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.

♥……依然想念你们……♥

2009-03-10T22:34:00.000-08:00

相隔两个月？没出席学记活动/会议了！
很不好运的，摄。界和我考试撞期了！
或许是无缘吧？呵呵。

看见你们的部落格，
我觉得，我脱轨了。
好久好久没有聊学记了……
发生了什么事，我什么都不知道。
有时，真的很想了解，但就是没有这个机会。
或许我根本没有真正想知道。
但愿
everything will be alright
tomorrow will be fine.

我依然想念学记们！
我依然想念大家庭！
我依然想念会议时的气氛。
大家还过得好吗？

不知道几时我们还会相聚？
摄。界，好像很多同界都回去了哦。
希望日后你们多多回去，我也抽空回去啦。

……依然想念你们……

明天SPM成绩出哦！
愿学哥学姐获好成绩哦！

还有还有，
我校第一批SPM学生，成绩快出炉了~！
对我校来说是初试，希望你们一切顺利吧！加油加油。
记得高诉我成绩哦！等着你们的好消息！

the 60th.
2 more days to go.
yay, holiday.

exam week

2009-03-05T22:04:00.000-08:00

exam started today.
but just chinese.
next week more to come.. ^^
1 week exam and holiday after that.

turn OFF your stress,
enjoy the life.

good luck to all my buddies.
may god bless us :)

i'll try my best,
god will do the rest.

累

2009-03-03T23:52:00.000-08:00

我累了

真的累了

……

只有绝望……

2009-03-03T01:57:00.000-08:00

第四年代表学校参加田径赛，
再次回到同样的运动场上，（Stadium Kelana Jaya）,
再次看见熟悉的健儿们。

可惜，同伴已换了，
没有了欢乐，没有了气质。
还记得去年的去年，
我校去代表的，都是很有实力的，
是运动会获奖才去的，
而现在，那个矮仔老师看见谁，就给谁。
学校的名誉，逐渐下降。
幸好，是我的最后一年，再也看不下去。

今天带着满满地信心与希望，
再次踏入体育馆内，参加4x100.
不久，坏消息传来，
其中一位组员因迟到跳远，而其它的项目也被Disqualified了。
（那位组员曾经拿过100m决赛第四）
曾经进入决赛，曾经代表区参加县，又算得了什么。
那一刻，我绝望了。
为什么一个项目迟到，其它的就不可以参赛？！

结果，由她的妹妹代替。
没跟她比过，不知道她的速度，
没跟她交流过，默契又会如何?
当时还抱着一线希望，踏进跑道。
我位于第四棒，
听见枪声一响，
“不用等你开口先说我爱你，
在那之前想对你说我愿意”--哈，无聊
果然默契不足，传棒慢了，
最后一棒的我，也最不上了。
我……绝望了。
最后一年，第一个，也是最后一个奖牌也拿不到。
算了吧，命中注定，无缘。

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*the 1st medal holder in school*

*永远的队友*

再会

回忆去年的我们

*最佳组合* + yeewen

笑容满面~

我校的第一个奖牌，
当然，不是我的，拿来过瘾下。

我的dear, 她毕业了……
今年，没有了她，没有了精神。

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Happy-Birthday
to
CHERYL
may dreams come true,
all the best in SPM :)

wee wang wang (:

2009-03-01T00:35:00.000-08:00

due to the exam comes near
and this year will be sitting SPM.
i will update rarely.

daddy only allow me to online half to one hour in the afternoon.
at night. dont think sooo.. bt curi-curi lar.
hahaha.

i will still updating something SpeciaL gua? xD
Just FIGHT FOR SPM! :)

next week going 2 represent school in kejohanan olahraga.
the 4th year..? good luck weih~

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今晚晚上8点半，准时扭开电视机守在8TV前，（不是8个电视机！！）
收看《终极天团》啦！！

请支持D-AGE～～～

点击这里看D－AGE 资料。

*copy from kim kim*
比较方便嘛………………

小祯学姐加油哦！
支持你！：）

随笔

2009-02-25T22:37:00.000-08:00

五线谱上的音符，
心灵的起起落落，
面对明天的明天，
已经失去了知觉，
让音乐把我灌醉，
好让我好过一些。

最近，很喜欢这首歌
卓文萱 - 一句话

爱上你那时爱到不象话
后来想尽办法忘掉
到最后我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上
你爱我太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成一句动人的话
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成动人一句话
记忆里说我们相同的体温
一想到就不会冷
未来永远都是一个问号
也是种天荒地老
这是一种成长还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良陪我到任何地方
那些过往越呼吸越明亮
我爱你太美好时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话

schooling day

2009-02-25T01:11:00.000-08:00

felt so tired nowadays.=.="
my school headmaster changing again.
changed to a malay women from SMKBU4
(heard that she's racist)
gosh. even lion dance in nt allow.
how chinese society gonna stay?!
Amitabha..^^

nowadays..
lots of new couple appear.
CS & SY
WY & YY

whao.. is lik in a SUDDEN. xD.
gratez to them. haha.

i miss ian's massage! damn comfortable!
back from the camp, i think i learn a lot?
haha! today BSMM meeting.
although is still sux. bt really get better. wee.

exam is coming.
havent feel stress yet.
phew. I WANNA FIGHT FOR IT!
hope sooooo~ @.@

and ya. i added a drawing board at the bar beside.
under the chat box!!
1) click [DRAW] & choose the pen to draw.
2) click [保存]
3) put in title & name (chinese is not allow)
4) click [投稿]
5) click [PLAY] to play back ^^

original from KIM KIM :)
LET's DRAW IT!

love you.
it's not just a word.
it's from my own heart.

KEM NGO

2009-02-22T23:32:00.000-08:00

Perkhemahan Tahunan Unit Beruniform NGO
Sekolah-sekolah Daerah Petaling Utama.

i decided to go the day before the camp.
because NERVOUS as wee li said is very very strict.
and NERVOUS because i duno any1 there!
my school gt only 3 ppl. me n another 2 malay gurl.
i represent for PBSM.
brought lots of shirt and of coz my doggie.

After Miss SAW helped us registered,
she went off. she said en.yoguz wil come with us.
(bt i dont even see his face in camp) xD

while waiting for bus, i knew 2 friends.
they started to talk with me.
they're shiang che & mun ling
form 3 from SMK Taman SEA.

these 3 days. thanks much to them.
they let me to sleep with them in a same tent.
felt lucky as i never bring any tent there!
they helped me a lot. accompanied me lots!
love them lotts!

and i met Shuwe Fern from SMK BSD2.
i knew her since last few years as i got her msn.
she accompanied me lots too!

izrin. another gurl from my school.
she's ONLY form 1. representing scout.
she talk alots. and berjaya to kem negeri.

the 1st day. cause we reached late.
so is just lik so freedom before that.
start to be strict at night.
12pm+
we walked to KOLAM AIR PANAS BATANG KALI.
it's quite far, but since is night. so..felt nothing.
at 1st i tought they're joking to let us go into the kolam.
how i know. we're forced to go in. (got others ppl)
got 2. one is lik damn hot! but i miss it much.

3+ am in the midnight.
went into the jungle. gosh. so dark.
and we nid 2 hold each others hand 2 walk.
they leave us 1 by 1 in the middle of jungle. =X.
asked us to create sajak. it's dark..cant see anything.
just trying to touch my words.
i supposed to b scare. bt i dont feel anything.
slept there after finish my things.
i think 1 hour after. only they bring us back. some of them cried. lol~
reached back our camp at 5 am morning.
errhhmm~ and we need to wake up at 5.3oam.
WHAT THE?
(fine) haaa~

the 2nd day.
from the morning, we went to jungle treking.
gosh. it may be a good experience.
walked over all those LAN PEK SI (muddy road)
and we almost get lost in the middle of jungle.
lucky they're fessy behind. =X.
and we had to pass by a long river. shoes is totally wet.
and lucky my phone never get wet.
felt so uncomfortable with the wet shoes!

We cooked our lunch ourself.
with batang kayu and those stuff in jungle.
i dont really know how to start the fire.
thanks to my groups scouts and guides. xD
we had our own-cooked-rice, sardines and eggs.

*playing water*

After back to campsite,
we had 4 station learning.
kraf perkhemahan, bandage, reka cipta and compass.
and i duno anything bout tie string .. @@.

at night, we had Malam Kebudayaan.
and our group need to dance TARIAN JOGET.
okayy. we dont even know whats that. haha.
when ours turn. owh sux.
we dance something totally difference with what we planned.
okay fine. hahaha.
and... lots of them get high. BUT nt me.
we slept at 1 something.
the 3rd day.
morning. we had kawad kaki.
ee. felt so nervous to turn wrong side.
seriously. hardly to listen to their command.
cause they talk lik so fast? lik baris, they said bris. LOL.
but lucky. i never did wrong.
and i know how i going 2 train my school's PBSM.

we turunkan khemah after that.

*to put our bag*

gosh. i love the toilet. it's clean..
and made with buluh and green curtain. nice nice~
Penutupan.

*my group leader taking our sijil*

*MUN LING - camp bestie from SMK TAMAN SEA
guide FORM3

*SHIANG CHE - camp bestie from SMK TAMAN SEA
guide FORM3

*SHUWE FERN - camp bestie from SMK BSD2
PBSM form 5*

*Olivia from SMK SRI UTAMA
she knew mandarin cause she is chin-dian.
so...enjoy talking with her. PBSM too.

*LAI YVONNE from SMK SRI PERMATA*
St.John

shiang che & fern

yes! go red cresent

i love my group!
Tun Tan Siew Sin.
we're cooperate! love it love it!
group members helped each others!
group leader-ALYF from BSD2!
jonathan, shaing che, olivia, yuni, farahim, jagan, harith & weng nam

the scouts & me!
Vincent, Yew Leung, SAN, Jon

Jon, Alyf, Fern, me, Jagan

with the TAMAN SEA-ers
me, mun ling, vincent, shiang che, yew leung

Ken chia from BSD2 is singing.

the PBSM & st john.
me, fern, yvonne, olivia.

i dont think this camp is suitable for me.
bt i just enjoy knowing friends.
gratez to alyf, the best boy campers.
yea. he lead us well! and responsible~
gratez to fern oso, the best gurl campers.
she's a nice person!

thats all~

i'm back

2009-02-22T03:26:00.000-08:00

i'm I'M back BACK!
back from where? haa.

actually the few previous post is lik talking bout this stuff lar.
YES or NO... want to go a nt?
SAYONARA... i'm leaving for few days.

cause just recover from sick,
and teo suddenly not going.
so...i dont feel lik going before that.
but finally went there tooo~

represent school in
Perkhemahan Tahunan Unit Beruniform NGO
Sekolah-sekolah Daerah Petaling Utama.
at
Batang Kali.

not bad actually.
i'll post it in my next post.
cause. i'm really TIRED for now. heee.
wait ya for my PHOTOS :)

zzz. sleep. zzz

GO-RC

2009-02-19T21:28:00.000-08:00

SAYONARA-O

wish me all the best.
LOL

Yes OR No?

2009-02-18T23:05:00.000-08:00

……心情复杂……

要

还
是

不要

？

need hugss*

2009-02-17T20:27:00.000-08:00

*HUGS*

2nd day of absent.
-rupa-rupanya, chunseng absent too-
felt so free, although exam is coming. =X

已经两天关在家了，
突然……

想念无聊的上课日
想念老师的责骂声
想念同学的顶嘴声
想念朋友们的笑声
想念赶功课的节奏
想念逃课的恐惧感
想念认真努力的我
想念一切的一切

昨天一去到补习，
朋友们那一刹那的关怀，
非常感动。
谢谢你们!

1st day absent

2009-02-16T21:04:00.000-08:00

Tuesday-today.
and i'm badly sick..
i seldom ponteng school and also absent.
i think my last ponteng was form3 *ngek ngek.
-study for PMR-

i'm just not feeling well!
vomit again and again.
end up with.. no dinner.
and absent today.
i miss PJK! heard that 2day basketball day!
gosh. i miss basketball~~!

absent for vomit.
who knows, fever in the morning.
ewww! damn it~

--hate medicine--

♥ Happy Valentine's Day! ♥

2009-02-14T01:56:00.000-08:00

- 14.2.09 -
a great day for those couple thou..
since i cant go anywher, just went to school.
(ganti for new year)
There's nothing much to do, but just FUN?

I dont think we learn anything today?
just MATH for awhile :)
and we played cards.. SnaP.. play lik siao.
shout out LOUD. xD
in school, can see some unexpected couple. haha!
and get to know some secret couple.
like................. oops. shhh~

just reached school, saw this bear on someone's table.
yeewen's one. who gave? dunnooooo~ ^^

this is the rose that 3 of US wanted to give to out lovely dad.
but then, he's badly sick, and absent :(

During chinese class...
Just for FUN, as there is a rose there.. xD
kar wai's admirer dont whack me pleasssseeee!!!
i know, i looks funny. =.="
we're BORED.

and and..
when school dismiss, the car is lik bumper to bumper.
i think it had been a long time i never saw this.
luckily my dad fetch me opposite road. xD

Happy Valentine's Day

第三届马大相声观摩赛

2009-02-11T23:25:00.000-08:00

几个星期前，老师就把相声观摩赛（大相）的事情告诉我们。
当时，交通等都还没安排……
一看到，就有种很想去的感觉，
因为新年期间在收音机听到相声的播出。

几个星期内，我到处去问谁要去。
结果2/3的人问回我 “什么是相声？”
我呆了下…………

到了前天，终于确定人数了。
共有16个人去，可以说全部都是“自己人”
有一位form2的，他的舅舅竟然是当天晚上的表演嘉宾。
姚智祥
老师也带她的女儿去。

在缺乏交通的情况下，在前天租了一辆van.
RM160 载10人。
那个相声的入门票RM2而已，华文学会AJK免费。
可是，就把钱出在交通上了，一人RM10。可悲。
但还是值得啦，毕竟在我印象中，没看过相声。
-in the van -

老师迟到，只好站在外面等她才能进场。
-while waiting teacher.-

-whole bunch of US-

-sopoh-est human jiexi -
-steph, yunchen, jiexi-
-yunchen, jiexi, jiayie -

-jiayie , yilin, yeeyan -

可惜，相机没电了，没什么拍到。
相声真的很好看，整晚都在笑……
由于11点了还没结束，明天还要读书，只好回家，没看完。
在van上，可是high翻天了，一直在模仿相声。
“你不懂就要问，你有问，我就有讲，你没问，我就没讲，
你问得越多，我就讲得越多，你什么都不问，我什么都不讲”
他们还说，明年要包bus 去了。

今天到学校，我们几个都看起来很累，
昨晚很迟睡，加上下午课外活动时，我教了四班的红星月会急救。
（虽然很失败，但还是破音了）

情人节要到了哦哦哦哦。

some photoss..

2009-02-09T07:37:00.000-08:00

playground photos.
with my nephew - abner :)
he's the cutest ever...

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restaurant photos.
a new year gathering for family :)

oops. non-halal. hope u dont mind. xD

Peacee :)

Byee-ee Weng Leong

2009-02-09T07:17:00.000-08:00

dont he looks cutteee?
[grabed from ong]

yea. he's weng leong.
why put his photos? for fun? lol.
No No No..
he had leaved to australia Yesterday,
for further studies..
and i manage to see him b4 he leaving..

i knew him when i'm in form1.
he's my pet bro duno since when.
he's elder than me 1 year.
and yea. he's friendly... lots of friends around..
guess that everyone miss him..include me.
he told us few years ago. and never think that time fly fast!
although we not really know each other well,
but i think we hang out together with others b4.
he's just a good friend..
gave me support & encauragement

duno when will he come back?
all the best on the way to aus.
good luck in your studies.
take care of your health.
bring a gf back 2 malaysia. kaka.
with loves..
this is what i wanna tell.
Byee-ee~~

突然好想你

2009-02-07T23:34:00.000-08:00

深夜里，
姐姐的打字声，
婶婶的鼻鼾声，
成了一首节奏曲，
拿着姐姐的电话，
玩着过不了关的跳跳虎，
两只母指茫目的按着键盘，
脑里却想着有的没得。

不知为了什么而抽泣，
不知为了什么而压抑。
节奏快的生活，让我失去了方向。
面对着外人的胡言乱语，
给不了我和你一百巴仙的肯定，
好想知道，你的心是否属于我自己。
突然好想你，你会在哪里？

我……失眠了。